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Friday, February 28

What's Your Life Verse



I originally posted this on my personal Facebook profile in June 16, 2017...

The day I turned 39 was the day I decided to finally start a #Bujo or a #BulletJournal. I'm still not sure whether it would finally work for me or not but, at this point, it sure is a good place to pour out my creative juices.

So anyway, in an effort to personalize my bujo, I thought of writing my life verse to remind me daily of who I am. Do you have a life verse? It's a Bible verse that speaks directly to you and touches you to the core. Mine is based on Psalms 139:14 and I tweaked it a bit to make it speak to me. It now says, "YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE."

Being raised in a typical Pinoy community that thinks labeling is funny, I grew up being #insecure of myself. I was convinced that, to the world, I was not good enough. I was not pretty enough. I was not fair-skinned enough. I was not smart enough. I was not rich enough. And I carried these lies until I became an adult.

Did you know that, even when I was already in The Feast family for 5 years now, I only came to realize my life verse weeks ago, on my 39th birthday? I was just pondering on how the past years were for me and this verse stood out while I was doing my Daily Devotion. IT WAS GOD WHO SPOKE TO ME. It was a virtual hug from the Lord telling me, "Hey, I MADE YOU. YOU ARE SPECIAL! YOU ARE LOVED!" And it was enough to make me realize that I am not who I thought I was all these years.

So, yeah...

Who says I'm not pretty enough?
Who says I'm not slim enough?
Who says I'm not smart enough?
Who says I'm not perfect enough?
My calligraphy sucks? LOL! I don't care anymore.

Yes, I'm flawed. But I know, I'M SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MESS! Because it's how my Father in heaven made me - fearfully and wonderfully.

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Saturday, November 1

PRAYER FOR ALL SAINTS DAY and ALL SOULS DAY: Rosary and Litany for the Holy Souls in Purgatory

This is the first All Saints' Day and All Souls' Day that we will be celebrating without my dad who passed away 6 months ago. Tonight, we will be staying in my parents' place and we'll be praying the Rosary and Litany for the Holy Souls in Purgatory.  Just sharing what I compiled from Catholic sources in the Internet for those who may need this tonight.


Rosary for the Holy Souls

Sign of the Cross

V. O Lord, open my lips.
R. And I shall praise your name.
V. O God, come to my aid.
R. O Lord, make haste to help me.
V. Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit.
R. As it was in the beginning…

(Apostles’ Creed)
All: I believe in one God, the Father almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all things visible and invisible. I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ, the Only Begotten Son of God, born of the Father before all ages. God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God, begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father; through him all things were made. For us men and for our salvation he came down from heaven, and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary, and became man. For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate, he suffered death and was buried, and rose again on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures. He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead and his kingdom will have no end. And in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life, who proceeds from the Father and the Son, who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified, who has spoken through the prophets. And one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church. I confess one baptism for the forgiveness of sins and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead and the life of the world to come. Amen.

V: For the intentions of our Holy Father, the Pope:
(Our Father, Hail Mary (x 3), Glory be…)

The Sorrowful Mysteries

1. The Agony in the Garden
Lord Jesus Christ, through Your bloody sweat of fear that You shed on the Mount of Olives, we ask You to have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory. Bring to completion their purification and console them with the Cup of heavenly comfort.

• Our Father…
• Hail Mary… (x 10)
• V: Lord, grant them eternal rest… R: and let perpetual light shine upon them.
• (Fatima Prayer:) O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls to heaven, especially those in most need of Your mercy.

2. The Scourging at the Pillar
Lord Jesus Christ, through Your painful Scourging which You tolerated so patiently for us sinners, we ask You to have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory! Bring them to live for ever with Christ and give them eternal relief.

3. The Crowning with Thorns
Lord Jesus Christ, through Your painful Crowning which You suffered so patiently for us sinners, we ask You to have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory and give them the crown of eternal delight.

4. The Carrying of the Cross
Lord Jesus Christ, through Your painful Carrying of the Cross, which You suffered so patiently for us sinners, we ask You to have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory! Bring them to the everlasting peace of perfect life with the Most Holy Trinity and lead them into eternal joy.

5. The Crucifixion of Jesus
Lord Jesus Christ, through Your painful Crucifixion, which You suffered so patiently for us sinners, we ask You have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory! Turn Your Holy Face towards them and let them be in Paradise with You today.

All: Lord, Jesus Christ, through Your five Holy Wounds and through all of Your Sacred Blood that You shed, we ask You to have mercy on the Holy Souls in Purgatory, and in particular on our parents, spouses, relatives, spiritual guides and benefactors. Complete the healing of their purification and let them enjoy and participate fully in Your Salvation. Amen.

Hail Holy Queen, Mother of mercy, hail our life, our sweetness and our hope. To Thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve; to Thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious Advocate, Thine eyes of mercy towards us and after this, our exile, show onto us the blessed fruit of Thy womb, Jesus. O clement, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary.

V: Pray for us, O holy Mother of God
R: That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

V: Let us pray
All: O God, Whose only begotten Son, by His life, death and resurrection, has purchased for us the rewards of eternal life, grant, we beseech Thee, that meditating upon these mysteries in the most holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may imitate what they contain and obtain what they promise through the same Christ our Lord. Amen.

Remember O Most Gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled unto Thy protection, implored Thy help or sought Thine intercession, was left unaided by Thee. Inspired by this confidence I fly onto Thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To Thee I come, before Thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. Do not, O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise my petitions but, in Thy clemency, hear and answer me. Amen.

St. Michael Archangel, defend us in the hour of conflict, be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God restrain him, we humbly pray, and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust Satan down to hell and with him all the wicked spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen.

Litanies for the Holy Souls in Purgatory

Lord, have mercy on us.
R: Christ, have mercy on us.
Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, hear us.
R: Christ, graciously hear us.

God the Father of Heaven ,
R: *Have mercy on the Souls of the Faithful departed.
God the Son, Redeemer of the world, *
God the Holy Spirit, *
Holy Trinity, One God, *

Holy Mary ,
R: *Pray for the Souls of the faithful departed.
Holy Mother of God *
Saint Michael, *
Saint Gabriel, *
All ye holy Angels and Archangels, *
Saint John the Baptist, *
Saint Joseph, *
All ye holy Patriarchs and Prophets, *
Saint Peter, *
Saint Paul, *
Saint John, *
All ye holy Apostles and Evangelists, *
Saint Stephen, *
Saint Lawrence, *
All ye holy Martyrs, *
Saint Gregory, *
Saint Ambrose, *
All ye holy bishops and confessors, *
Saint Mary Magdalen, *
Saint Catherine, *
All ye holy Virgins and widows, *

All ye Saints of God,
R: Make intercession for the Souls of the faithful departed.

Be merciful,
R: Spare them, O Lord.
Be merciful, 
R: Hear them, O Lord.

From all evil,
R:*O Lord, deliver them.
From Thy wrath, *
From the flame of fire, *
From the region of the shadow of death, *
Through Thine Immaculate Conception, *
Through Thy Nativity, *
Through Thy Most Holy Name, *
Through the multitude of Thy tender mercies, *
Through Thy most bitter Passion, *
Through Thy most Sacred Wounds, *
Through Thy most Precious Blood, *
Through Thine ignominious death, by which
Thou hast destroyed our death, *

We sinners,
R:* We beseech Thee, hear us.
O Thou Who didst absolve the sinner woman and
hear the prayer of the good thief, *
That thou wouldst release our deceased parents,
relations and benefactors from the bonds of their sins
and the punishment for them, *
That Thou wouldst hasten the day of visiting
Thy faithful detained in the receptacles
of sorrow, and wouldst transport them
to the city of eternal peace, *
That Thou wouldst shorten the time of expiation for their sins and graciously admit them into the holy sanctuary, into which no unclean thing can enter, *
That through the prayers and alms of Thy Church, and especially by the inestimable Sacrifice of Thy Holy Altar, Thou wouldst receive them into the tabernacle of rest and crown their longing hopes with everlasting fruition, Son of God, *

Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
R: *Grant them eternal rest.
Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world, *
Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world, *

Christ, hear us.
R: Christ, graciously hear us.
Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, have mercy on us.
R: Lord, have mercy on us.

Our Father…
And lead us not into temptation,
R: But deliver us from all evil. Amen.
From the gates of Hell,
R: Deliver their Souls, O Lord.
May they rest in peace.
R: Amen.
O Lord, hear my prayer ,
R:And let my cry come unto Thee.

Let Us Pray…

O God, Creator and Redeemer of all the faithful, grant to the Souls of Thy departed servants the remission of all their sins, that through our pious supplications they may obtain the pardon which they have always desired. Through Jesus Christ Our Lord.
R: Amen.

O God, the Giver of pardon and the Lover of the salvation of men, we beg Thy clemency on behalf of our brethren, kinsfolk and benefactors who have departed this life, that by the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary and of all the Saints, Thou wouldst receive them into the joys of Thine everlasting kingdom. Through Christ Our Lord.
R: Amen.

O God, to Whom it belongs always to have mercy and to spare, be favorably propitious to the Souls of Thy servants and grant them the remission of all their sins, that being delivered from the bonds of this mortal life, they may be admitted to life everlasting, Through Jesus Christ Our Lord.
R: Amen.

May the prayer of Your suppliant people, we beseech You, O Lord, benefit the souls of Your departed servants and handmaids, that You both deliver them from all their sins and make them partakers of Your redemption.
R: Amen.

May the divine assistance remain always with us. And may the souls of the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace.
R: Amen.

Sign of the Cross

Sources:
http://www.catholicdoors.com/prayers/litanies/p03574.htm
http://www.holysoulscrusade.org/Holy-Souls-Rosary.html

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Sunday, February 24

Friday, October 12

Laura Story's Blessings

My favorite worship song nowadays is Laura Story's Blessings. I haven't really sung it in church yet but I got to hear it over at Jango radio and immediately fell in love with it. It really hit me right on the spot; that even the things that I've branded as bad are blessings in disguise.


Earlier, I asked Rap to try to learn to play this song on the piano. But I might just bribe him with a guitar gadget so that he'll play this for me. For now, I'll have to be contented listening and watching this YouTube video.

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Sunday, July 8

The Voice of Truth

My family and I have started attending Holy Mass at The Feast Taytay for two Sundays now. I wish we have gone earlier because I really enjoy spending our Sundays there. Finally, we have found a Catholic prayer community to call our own.

After the Holy Mass, a praise and worship session follows which really moves me. The songs touch me and get me teary-eyed. One of the songs that moved me yesterday is "The Voice of Truth" by Casting Crowns. The song talks about rising above life's challenges and it did not only remind me of my own hurdles but also the times that I've become an obstacle to someone else's dreams.



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Monday, May 24

God is good, all the time!

I posted these six words in my Facebook profile yesterday after learning that my father's hospitalization bill is within my budget. I felt stupid that I spent one sleepless night just thinking about our finances. By the way, my dad had a mild seizure last May 19, a day before my boy's 10th birthday. According to weather reports, that day was the hottest day in the Philippines so far for 2010. Probably, that's why my dad's blood pressure went haywire.

God again manifested His love to me this afternoon. Before I went to the hospital to settle my father's bill and bring him home, I first went to BPI and withdrew money from an ATM. Only 2 out of 3 ATMs were operational. The other one had the TRANSACTION CANCELLED sign even when the green light above the card slot was blinking. Two people ahead of me had problems withdrawing money from the 2 functional machines. I went ahead even when I already heard them complain. Lo and behold, I was able to successfully withdraw money from the ATM. And I did it twice since I needed 15 thousand pesos! After I got what I needed, all 3 machines went offline.

I just thought of it as pure luck like one time when a supermarket's POS systems booted out after I paid my purchase. The long queue I left behind me had to transfer to other terminals. When I got home, I read a post from a plurkfriend asking if it is already safe to withdraw from BPI ATMs. I didn't know that a technical problem occurred around 2 pm. It made me realize that it was pure divine intervention. And I thank the Lord for helping me out as always.

Oh yes, God is good, all the time!


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Friday, February 19

Fasting and Abstinence

It is the Lenten Season once again and I am one with my fellow Roman Catholics who practice fasting and abstinence during this season. It's Friday and we cannot eat red meat. Well, I don't even eat chicken during Fridays of Lent. Being a diabetic, I cannot fast as I closely monitor what I eat and the time of the day when I eat. As for the my daily protein requirement, I get it from fish and eggs.

Dauis Church

Abstinence from food is not the only thing that we do during the Lenten season. Personally, I resolved to refraining from the little comforts that I usually enjoy on normal days. I also read a plurk that abstinence of words can also be done when we can try to resist cursing or saying hurtful words to others. I think I can manage that.

There's also a friend who wrote about how she will lessen her Facebook usage as her sacrifice for Lent. I cannot reduce my online usage because of work but I think that I have already significantly lessened my FB activities. I don't even play games anymore.

Abstaining from yummy food and other comforts in life is easier said than done. I'm glad I haven't forgotten what I cannot have last Ash Wednesday and the first Friday of fasting and abstinence which is today. I'll just motivate myself and have comfort in the fact that I can lose weight without even taking slimquick extreme. No, but seriously, it really is a comforting thought that I can somehow sacrifice small things to remember Christ's sacrifice.

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Thursday, February 12

Litratong Pinoy: Puso (Heart)





Marahil ay nabigla kayo sa aking lahok ngayon linggong ito? Akala ko ba puso ang tema? Eh bakit si Rap ang nandiyan? Ganito kasi yan...

You are probably wondering why this is my entry for the week. If the theme for this week is "heart" then what is my son's photo doing on that spot. Here's why...

Lingid sa kaalaman ng mga bago naming kakilala, si Rap ay nagkaroon ng Kawasaki Disease dalawang linggo bago niya ipagdiwang ang ika-apat niyang kaarawan. Ang Kawasaki Disease ay isang sakit sa puso na karaniwang tumatama sa mga batang limang taon pababa.

Most of our new friends do not know that Rap had Kawasaki Disease two weeks before he celebrated his fourth birthday. Kawasaki Disease is an uncommon heart disease that affects children five years old and below.

Nilalagnat siya noon at maraming mga rashes sa kanyang braso, hita, at tiyan. Ayaw niyang tumayo at maglakad dahil masakit daw ang mga paa niya kapag itinatapak sa lupa. Namula ang kanyang mga mata na parang may sore eyes at namumula ang mga dila at labi. Dinala ko sa doktor at ang sabi ay tigdas lang. Binigyan ako ng isang linggo para obserbahan siya. Isang linggo rin kaming naka paracetamol.

He had fever and rashes on his arms, thighs, and tummy. He didn't want to stand up because the soles of his feet hurt everytime they touch the ground. His eyes were blood red just like when one has sore eyes and his lips and tongue were blood red too. The pediatrician told us that it could be measles. I was advised to observe him for a week and he was only given paracetamol for the fever.

Inabot ang lagnat niya ng 11 araw. Nangingitim na at nagbabalat ang dulo ng kanyang mga daliri. Nung dinala uli namin sa klinika, alam na agad ng doktor na Kawasaki Disease nga. Hanggang ngayon daw ay hindi alam kung anong nagdadala ng sakit na iyon dahil hindi nga siya pangkaraniwan.

On the 11th day of his fever, his fingertips became blue and the skin near his nail beds peeled. The doctor finally diagnosed that it was Kawasaki Disease. Up to now, researchers are still finding concrete evidences on what causes the disease.

Na-confine agad siya sa ospital. Ni-rekomenda agad ng cardiologist niya na bumili kami ng sampung IVIG (intravenous immuno gamma globulin) na kinakailangan ng puso niya. Ito kasi ang magpapaliit ng pamamaga ng mga ugat ng puso niya na nagiging dahilan ng lagnat niyang hindi mawala. Pinainom din siya ng aspirin para hindi lumapot ang kanyang dugo at hindi mahirapan ang mga ugat ng kanyang puso. Agad-agad akong nagtawag sa kung saan saang ospital para sa IVIG na iyon. Kailangang mag-window shop at ang pinakamura ay nasa sampung libo isang botelya. Hindi covered ng aming insurance ang ganoong kalaking halaga kaya't naisip na rin namin noon na maghanap ng buyer ng aming kotse.

He was confined in the hospital. His cardiologist told us to buy 10 vials of IVIG (intravenous immuno gamma globulin) that his heart needs. This medicine will treat the swelling of the vessels of his heart. He was also given aspirin so his blood will not be thick enough to cause strain on his blood vessels. I started to look for the cheapest supplier of IVIG. The cheapest the I was able to find was at ten thousand pesos a vial. The large amount needed for the purchase cannot covered by our medical insurance and we already thought of selling the car.

Ewan ko ba pero, siguro dahil marami na ring nagdasal para sa amin, bigla na lang bumababa ang lagnat niya. Nadala sa pag-inom ng aspirin, pagmamahal, at pagdarasal ika nga. Natuwa ang aming mabait na pediatrician. Hindi na raw kailangan ang IVIG at makakaiwas na kami sa gastos. Iyon nga lang, hindi ito garantiya na ligtas na siya sa pag-atake muli ng sakit paglaki niya o kung mayroon mang mga kumplikasyon. Hindi rin kasi nila alam dahil hindi pare-pareho ang mga datos tungkol sa mga pasyenteng nagkaroon ng Kawasaki.

His fever miraculously subsided probably because there were so many people praying for us. My son was healed with only aspirin, love, and prayers. Our pediatrician advised us not to buy the IVIG vials anymore but she did not guarantee that there will be no more repeat attacks or complications. She wasn't that sure because there were no concrete data available yet regarding the future of patients who have had the disease.

May mga nakilala rin akong mga Pilipinong magulang na may mga anak na nagkaroon ng Kawasaki. Lahat sila ay bumili ng IVIG dahil nga sa ika-apat na araw pa lang ng lagnat ay nalaman na agad ang sakit ng anak nila. Sabi nila sa akin, dapat daw ay nag-IVIG na rin kami. Ang sabi naman ng doktor namin, wala nang magagawa ang IVIG dahil naka-11 araw na ang lagnat ng anak ko. Dapat daw ay nasa ika-4 na araw lang ng lagnat kung ibibigay ito. Sa tingin ko naman ay ayos na ang lagay niya dahil pagkatapos ng isang taon ng pabalik balik na check-up at echocardiogram ay nasiguro na ng mga doktor niya na malusog na uli ang kanyang puso. Sa katunayan nga, noong 6 na taong gulang na siya ay nag-football varsity pa siya sa Don Bosco Makati. Goal keeper pa! Nananalig na lang kami sa Panginoon na kung sakali mang bumalik ang sakit niya ay hindi Niya uli pababayaan ang kaisa-isa naming anak.

I was able to meet up with other Filipino parents who have kids who had the disease but all of these kids had the IVIG treatment. They told me that we should have asked the doctors to give IVIG to our son instead. But our doctors said that the IVIG treatment will not have any effect on our son anymore because it was supposed to be given on the fourth day of fever. I think my son is okay now. Even the countless check-ups and echocardiograms within the year after his bout with the disease showed that his heart is healthy now. He was even the goal keeper of his school's football team in Don Bosco Makati when he was 6 years old. I just have this firm faith on the Lord that He will take care of our only son if he suffers from the disease again.

Pasensya na sa larawan ha. Noong 2004 kasi ay wala pa kaming digicam. Kaya ayan, kinuhanan ko na lang ang pahina ng scrapbook ko na inilaan ko para sa mga larawang kuha noong kanyang ika-apat na kaarawan sa beach. Naging espesyal ang araw na iyon dahil alam naming nalusutan niya ang Kawasaki.

I'm so sorry for the blurry photo. That was in 2004 when we still had no digicam. I just took a shot of the page in my scrapbook remembering his fourth birthday at the beach. That day was very special because we know that we are also celebrating his triumph over Kawasaki Disease.



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Sunday, February 1

Never Leave Your Partner Behind

This is a rule of thumb among firemen. Never leave your partner behind, especially during a fire. Never in my wildest thoughts that you can use the same mantra in a marriage. People nowadays look upon the sacrament of marriage as just a contract between the husband and the wife. Only a few good couples look at it as covenant between them and God. Fireproof is a movie that made me remember that God really is a part of our marriage. I feel that it is fitting for my first post for "The Love Month" to be about fireproofing a marriage.



The movie is about a young couple, Caleb and Catherine, with a marriage on the rocks. They both wanted to get a divorce but the Caleb's father took some time to talk to him and gave him the "Love Dare" to save their marriage. The "Love Dare" consisted of loving acts that he would need to do for forty days for his wife. Each page was lovingly written (in the dad's own writing) for his son to enlighten him in not only winning back the love of his wife but also to recognize his need for bringing God inside their marriage.

The 40-day love dare reminded me so much of "A Purpose Driven Life". Both are journeys taken a day at a time with God. The only difference is that the Love Dare focuses on fireproofing a marriage. It was really a very wise thing for the producers of the movie to make an analogy between fires and temptations in marriages. You see, Caleb's best friend in the movie told him that being fireproof does not mean avoiding a fire. It just means that something that is fireproof can withstand a fire. It just works out the same with marriages. A marriage is always tested with many temptations. In the movie, some of the temptations were anger, selfishness, disrespect, and lust. For a marriage to be fireproof, which means to be temptation free, God has to be in the center of the relationship.

I do not want to be much of a spoiler because I really want you to have the same experience of being touched by this movie. It is not yet available in the Philippines but you can purchase it online through Ebay. I guess it will be available in Christian book stores and DVD stores soon.



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Wednesday, December 31

Catholic Chat City

Half of my waking hours each day I devote to my online activities. Part of my online activities include chatting with friends and relatives either here or abroad.Those who know me personally also know that chatting played a big history in my life. I met my husband online and I never regret each day that I came to know him more through chatting even before we met. Chatting is an indispensable avenue for keeping in touch either with people you already know or those whom you want to get to know more.

Among all the chat rooms that are familiar to me, the Catholic Chat Room is one that made me quite interested. I am a practicing Roman Catholic and I revere every facet of my faith. But then, the internet is such a big place to be in, much more so if you're chatting with people from all parts of the world. Chatting with fellow Catholics gives me the freedom to talk about my faith more without the thought of creating an issue among others of different faith. The last thing I need would be a confrontation anyway. It also gives me the opportunity to discover how it is being a Catholic in other parts of the world. The Catholic population in our country is dominant and our Catholic rituals and traditions become a way of life. This is quite different for other Catholics who live in a place where Catholicism is not the dominant faith.

Whether it be for friendship, faith discussions, or finding a date of the same religion, the Catholic Chat Room is a place for online Catholics to be.





Monday, October 27

Road Trip What Ifs


pictures taken on our road trip to Naga


We're here in Naga City already. We reached my sister-in-law's house a few minutes before 3 in the afternoon. I thank God for giving us a safe trip and sending His angels to guard us all the way to our destination. If not for His guidance, we could not have reached our destination safely.

We all planned it to be an exciting road trip. To cut down on our expenses, we cooked adobo and rice for our lunch and brought drinks stored in a cooler. We have gone home in the past doing this whenever we drive the car to the province. We have already identified a spot somewhere in Quezon where we can stop the car and have lunch by the roadside fronting the sea. Because we set off early, we passed the place too early for lunchtime. So we moved on and just decided to have lunch somewhere else but definitely not along the Quirino Highway diversion. We knew that the place is NPA (Filipino rebels)and highway robbers infested. The circumstances did not allow us to avoid making a stop-over along that highway though. Our car needed the stop and so was my husband who was already driving for four hours. We thought it was still safe because no rebel or robber would dare to come out in broad daylight. Or so we thought.

The highway was undergoing a lot of repairs as of the moment. We initially planned to make a stop along the nearest military checkpoint but all the dust from the road repairs prevented us from doing so. We ended up deep into the highway around 30 minutes away from the checkpoint. We found a shaded spot and made the stop. I brought out or folding chairs and opened the back of our SUV so we can have lunch. We ate to our hearts' delight. We brought a sleeping pad so we put down one side of the back of the passenger seat to make room for the sleeping pad. I intended it for my husband who needed to lie down so I can give him a little massage on the back before driving another 4 hours from Quezon to Naga.

As I give my husband a massage, Rap was playing his PSP in the front seat. My mother-in-law was content in relaxing on one of our chairs just by the car's door. We were enjoying the moment because it was breezy and quiet. I heard a bird tweeting in the background. Then after a while, there were more tweetings. I thought it was great to hear birds in the place and the sound of tweetings even made me a little sleepy. When the tweets became louder, my husband awoke and rose up suddenly. He signaled everyone to get up and prepare to move. There was an urgency in his voice. There was not a long explanation of why we were supposed to pack up quickly. He just said that it was not safe. I was rattled a little that I almost left my rubber slippers outside the car. Once all of our things from our little picnic were brought in the car, he drove quickly away from the place and explained everything.

Months ago, during a company teambuilding session in Subic, Zambales, my husband underwent survival training in the forest. There they were taught how to cook rice in bamboos, make some survival paraphernalia, and also how to identify threats in the forest. There he learned how to identify authentic bird tweets from those that are just signals of rebels in the forest. He said that their military trainer informed them that rebels, in the absence of radios, mimic bird tweets to send messages to their comrades without divulging their presence. He told us that that was what he heard during our stop over.

He asked us if we recognized the pattern of the tweets because he did. I remember hearing two different tweets but I thought that the tweets still came from birds. My mother-in-law recounted that she was hearing the tweets from beside the spot and not from above the trees where birds usually nest. She was trying to find where the tweets were coming from but she did not find one.

It was a humbling experience for me. Once again, God has showed us His presence and how He looked after us. What if my husband failed to recognize the tweets as threats? What if he was not able to go on that survival training course? What if, while hurriedly packing our things, somebody went out from the bushes and held us up? These are the what ifs that kept me thinking today.

I'm glad we're here, safe and sound. Praise God and His angels for watching over us.



Thursday, September 25

Dayenu

My Grade 5 student's Christian Living lesson for the week focused on the seven sacraments and their roles in our Christian faith. One of the activities in the lesson that we studied was making a Dayenu.

According to the textbook, a Dayenu is an ancient Hebrew prayer of praise to God. It's a way of recognizing and appreciating everything that God has given. Day in Hebrew means enough. In praying the Dayenu, the Hebrews acknowledge that God has given them so many gifts and it would have still been enough even if He only gave them one. The traditional Dayenu is composed of 15 stanzas, 5 stanzas each are focused on leaving slavery, on God's miracles, and on being with God.

The purpose of the activity is for us to think about and name the many ways that God acts in our lives. My student was tasked to make only 3 stanzas of his own Dayenu. I made 5. Here's what I have written:

Dayenu

If You, O Lord, had only given me my friends,
It would have been enough.
But You gave me friends
who make living each day worthwhile!

If You, O Lord, had only given me my family,
It would have been enough.
But You gave me a family
Who surrounds me with love and joy!

If You, O Lord, had only given me my husband,
It would have been enough.
But You blessed me with a best friend
To spend the rest of my life with!

If You, O Lord, had only given me my son,
It would have been enough.

But you blessed me with a gifted child

Who brings us pride and joy each day!


If You, O Lord, had only given me my life,

It would have been enough.

But You gave me a sweet life
By carrying me through my darkest days.


Composing the Dayenu made me think about all the blessings I have received from God ever since. I feel I have never thanked Him enough. Let this Dayenu be a reminder for all of us that our Father in heaven does not just give gifts but rather gives the best gifts in the world!